Create The World You Imagine

I’ve come to a strong realization that i hate girls. funny because i’m in a sorority right? well i thought this group of women were something different than the typical sorority women and i’m slowly finding out that maybe i was wrong, don’t get me wrong i love love love being apart of it but it just seems like slowly shit is hitting the fan with my roommates and its difficult for me to be understanding and to not throw a fit. like seriously sorry i didn’t do one thing for you, its not like i don’t ever do anything for you because i do. i’m just getting so frustrated with girls right now like how is it possible that their is only one person other than my family that has not been an ass to me or hurt me or upset me or made me angry? and its the guy i’ve been with for close to a year yet there are people that are supposed to be my sisters that have continually hurt me and not even realize it i’m just getting really sick of it and all the bitching that goes on like look all of us are busy and we have enough time to do all our work before class… i’m constantly working on homework anytime i’m not in class, so when i tell you that its the only time that i get to actually do nothing and sit and just relax for two hours no i’m not going to do something for you even if it only takes 2 minutes, and i shouldn’t feel guilty for saying no. its not right. you’re not the only person in the world that feels the things you do. so stop acting like you are. buck up and deal with it like the rest of the population. because the more you do this the more people are going to get fed up and start to pull away. maybe i should decide to live somewhere else next year and not with girls, cause apparently i can’t live with girls with out shit breaking out…who knows maybe i’m the issue. i mean no one ever listens to me anyway maybe i’m just the one that people are incapable of living with. ugh tonight just sucks.  i thought this year was going to be different, and its turning out to be exactly the same :/